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"Yes,
I was in all sin, lost for sure, and getting worse and worse
every day. And to list these sins? They are so many that I
could not list them all.
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I
began to burn with uncontrollable lust
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But
when I saw Jesus, guys, Wham! It was over for me, for real.
And now I want nothing more than to tell others about how
our Lord and Savior loved me enough to make me an offer that
I could not refuse - to forgive me and put all of these sins
in the past, and lead me into a new life of TRUTH, HONOR,
and FORGIVENESS. When I saw just for an instant how Jesus
really loved me, Satan had to leave, because Jesus had exposed
him too. And that's really the whole story. Did I do anything
for his wonderful thing to happen to me? No, I did not.
From
watching all the things on TV I began to lust for them, and
in pornography to have done to me what I had just viewed.
I began to burn with uncontrollable lust. And then I didn't
really care, at that point, but I just wanted to know what
it would be like to do those things and have them done to
me.
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Wham!
an offer I could not refuse
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This
lust started in me many years ago as a child, and then developed
from there into what I would call full satanic sexual worship.
Then I would go over to this guy's house that had about a hundred
porno videos (new ones received every month) and I would drink
beer and watch those tapes with him. With all of that stuff
on my mind, I would go home to my family. This went on for about
four years. I also bought porno magazines now and then, but
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